JusT be Me

Hari ini hari selasa, dan saya tidak ada mata kuliah di hari ini.... cukup menyenangkan bisa bersantai sejenak tanpa rutinitas kuliah atau apalah.... Tapi kali ini rasanya lain,, lagi-lagi hal yang tidak saya sukai muncul...yakni titik jenuh. kadang perasaan ini muncul sesekali dalam 1 bulan..atau bisa kapanpun saat saya bosan dengan sesuatu... kalau sudah begini saya bingung sendiri mau ngapain... mau belajar males ny minta ampun... kerjaan nya g jelas.... dan jadi uring-uringan.. mau jalan keluar juga g jelas...mana g da teman pula'. hahaha ntah bagaimana mengatasi rasa yang g jelas ini. kalo udah jenuh, semuanya jadi melankolis... mikirin hal-hal yang kadang bisa buat netesin air mata... hikz..hikz.. yaa,, mungkin ini pelampiasan, , karena biasanya saya selalu jadi orang yang mandiri (di mata saya), g peduli orang mau bilang A,B,C.....Z, g peduli juga orang mau berbuat apa asal tidak mengganggu saya.... terus selalu tenang.tenang saja kalau ada masalah yang kadang orang ...

"Saya merasa sangat beruntung dalam hidup ini..." Entah karena rasa Simpati,empati atau apa,, saya selalu merasa terharu saat melihat anak-anak kecil berjualan koran dijalan... atau saat anak-anak kecil mengamen di bus kota. . Kata-kata itu langsung muncul dibenak saya,, dan saya merasa harus bersyukur atas apa yang saya punya.... saya tidak pernah membayangkan bagaimana rasanya menjadi mereka yang harus berjuang keras dalam hidup, dan mengawalinya dengan usia yang belum pantas untuk bekerja keras. Saya yang sudah kurang lebih 20 tahun hidup di dunia ini, merasa malu pada diri sendiri... saya terlalu sering mengeluh dengan hal-hal yang gagal saya miliki.... dan saya juga teralu santai... tidak bersungguh-sungguh mencapai apa yang saya inginkan.... berbeda sekali dengan mereka.. ditengah hiruk-pikuk kendaraan, mereka anak kecil penjual koran menjajakan koran-koran yg mereka jual. . dan itu pun kalian tau sendiri... jarang ada yang beli koran di jalan. Rasanya m...

Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone It's easy to feel like you don't need help But it's harder to walk on your own You'll change inside When you realize [Chorus:] The world comes to life And everything's bright From beginning to end When you have a friend By your side That helps you to find The beauty you are, when you open your heart And believe in The Gift of a Friend The Gift of a Friend...  Someone who knows when you're lost,  And you're scared There through the highs and the lows Someone to count on, someone who cares Beside you wherever you go You'll change inside When you realize [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/demi-lovato-gift-of-a-friend-lyrics.html ] [Chorus:] The world comes to life And everything's bright From beginning to end When you have a friend By your side That helps you to find The beauty you are, when you open your heart And believe in The Gift of a Friend...  A...

Oh, her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me And it's so, it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change Cause you're amazing, just the way you are And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are(yeah) Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she let me Her laugh, her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same So, don't even bother asking if you look ok You know I'll...

Hampir setiap kali saya naik kendaraan umum sialnya selalu menjumpai orang yang merokok. . huhf,, pasti langsung siap-siap tissue deh, sapu tangan atau apalah yang bisa menutup hidung biar nggak terkontaminasi sama tuh asap rokok. Well, merokok sih boleh-boleh saja, saya nggak ngelarang koq,, asalkan pada tempatnya... jangan di tempat umum dong.. bahaya kan asapnya. . Slogan untuk para perokok ni 'Asap Mu Bukan Untukku'.. jadii kalo masih g tau diri masih mau merokok di tempat umum, terutama di kendaraan umum. .sekalian sedot saja tuh asap. .ntah bagaimana caranya.. hhaa. :D Saling menghormati saja ya.. saya juga g enak mau negur-negur orang yang merokok saat naik kendaraan umum, apalagi dia lebih tua dari saya. . Jujur saja, Ayah saya juga seorang perokok. .walau udah berulang kali diingatkan untuk berhenti ngerokok, ttap nggak bisa saja... susah kali ya... Tapi alhamdulillah nya dia selalu tau diri, merokok pada tempatnya. . it's just opini, maaf kalo ada sal...

I'm waking up from my summer dreams again try to thinking if you're alright then i'm shattered by the shadows of your eyes knowing you're still here by my side Reff : I can see you if you're not with me i can say to my self if you're okay i can feel you if you're not with me i can reach you my self, you show me the way Life was never be so easy as it seems 'till you come and bring your love inside no matter space and distance make it look so far still i know you're still here by my side Back to Reff : Yeah… you're made me so alive, you give the best for me… love and fantasy yeah… and i never feel so lonely, coz you're always here with me… yeah… always here with me Back to Reff : I'm waking up from my summer dreams again try to thinking if you're alright then i'm shattered by the shadows of your eyes knowing you're still here by my side

When you get what you want in your struggle for self,, And the worLd makes you King for a day,, Then go to the mirror and look at yourself And see what the Man has to say,, For it isn't a man's father, mother or wife Whose judgement upon him must pass,, The fellow whose verdict counts most in his life Is the man staring back from the glass He's fellow to please, never never mind all the rest,, For he's with you clear up the end And you've passes your most dangerous, difficult test. . If the Man in the glass is your friend You can fool the whole world down the pathway of years,, And get pats on the back as you pass But your final reward will be heartache and tears,, If you've cheated the Man in the glass. (puisi yg ckup menginspirasiKU)